Moments like this I wish I had a best friend. Someone I can just confide in and just be an ear. Preferably of the same sex. Cause yeah I have a fiancĂ©, but things just aren’t the same when you’re explaining what’s going on in that messed up head of yours. Trying to find the balance between being honest about feelings and not feeling like a total wuss. Though he wouldn’t make me feel that way intentionally, just some things he don’t understand. Or can’t, cause he’s a dude. Whatever I guess. Just would be nice you know?! Maybe I just need a getaway, some new headspace.